czarinamishaDec 2, 20222 min readJust feelin’ sorry for myself. Move along. Nothing to see here.It's been a usual week at work, we've had the usual "we'll take a little of each, thanx" weather. I've been doing my morning exercise and...
czarinamishaNov 24, 20228 min readIt’s a Singleton’s ThanksgivingI'm home with wee demon today. I normally have Thanksgiving with my immediate family, but they decided to eat at my aunt and uncle's up...
czarinamishaNov 17, 20223 min read4:00 am thoughts: head cold editionTBH: I'm actually typing this at 10:00 am. I thought (more or less) through what I wanted post when I was up at 4:00, but the phone was...
czarinamishaNov 14, 20222 min readI’m tryingI've been thinking about anger a lot. Probably because I've felt so angry for a few weeks now. It might be several months now, really. An...
czarinamishaOct 23, 20222 min readIf it’s Sunday, I must be surrounded by tulleI won't keep y'all in suspense. I did trim my hair and I did shave my legs. I know those ssues are the main reason most of you are...
czarinamishaSep 30, 20222 min readSh^t, I published this as “Untitled”. What can I call it? Any suggestions? Hello?I know. It's been a bit. I've been out of commission. No, I wasn't hit by a bus or anything. I've been . . . breathing. eating. sleeping...
czarinamishaAug 6, 20221 min readbig decisions, little brainI can’t believe it. I have to decide what to make for supper. Again. I just don’t have to mental capacity today. And if I’m too beat to...
czarinamishaJul 17, 20222 min readgoing awolsorry i’ve been away. i haven’t actually gone anywhere; i just haven’t come here to write. i’m slogging through the days, each a chore in...
czarinamishaJul 12, 20222 min readonly something real would look this fakeThis is my post draft from Friday evening. I stopped abruptly because Bestie arrived and I had fun for the rest if the weekend. Baton...
czarinamishaMay 25, 20222 min readBreathing takes effort and therefore counts as an accomplishmentI stayed home today to maintain the deception that yesterday’s vomit-fest was the stomach bug that’s been going around the schools. I...
czarinamishaMay 24, 20222 min readso today was just a waste of gas, but at least i learned somethingwarning: i’m typing on my phone and switching to upper case and other fancy stuff seems like a huge effort. i’ll use proper punctuation,...
czarinamishaMay 20, 20224 min readAnnnnnd I’m doneThere’s a lot in my head, but it’s all jumbled. I have too many feels and I literally feel too much. Even my best favorist clothes feel,...
czarinamishaMay 10, 20222 min readStill a struggle, but then there are, well, whatever today wasIf you’re not a librarian, it’s May. School is almost over. It’s time for summer vacations and pools and cookouts and mosquitoes . . . If...
czarinamishaApr 14, 20222 min readHappy Anniversary, Me!I posted my first blog on April 14, 2021. If you follow that think, you'll read how it was not actually my first blog, because the first...
czarinamishaOct 21, 20212 min readBrace yourself: I'm posting TWO days in a row ;)I don't know what I'm going to post, but I have a little free time. So . . . What have y'all been up to? I hate that our conversations...