czarinamishaOct 2, 20221 min readtoday islaundry-make lunches for the week-replace electric toothbrush head-replace furnace filter-clean cat fountain-replace cat fountain...
czarinamishaAug 6, 20221 min readbig decisions, little brainI can’t believe it. I have to decide what to make for supper. Again. I just don’t have to mental capacity today. And if I’m too beat to...
czarinamishaJul 29, 20221 min readA turn-up for the booksGuess what I did today? Never mind. You’ll never guess. I went out and interacted with humanity even tho it’s my day off. I had supper...
czarinamishaMay 25, 20222 min readBreathing takes effort and therefore counts as an accomplishmentI stayed home today to maintain the deception that yesterday’s vomit-fest was the stomach bug that’s been going around the schools. I...
czarinamishaMay 23, 20221 min readMy shortest postJust as I was falling asleep (or thought I was falling asleep, but it was all a lie), I thought up the pithiest, most relevant post I...
czarinamishaMay 12, 20222 min readReflections on Baking Bread & Riding Bikes and the Resulting InjuriesI hate cookbooks — and craft books, for that matter — with unrealistic expectations. I checked out a (very dated) bread book on impulse...
czarinamishaMay 6, 20223 min read111111If you’ve been reading this regularly you know I’ve struggled. So I’m not going to waste time on the various problems. They’re not that...
czarinamishaApr 7, 20221 min readSitting on a bathroom floor, crying. Again.I shouldn’t have to break down, lose control, to cry and shake and rock and generally have a panic attack to be heard. No one should. No...
czarinamishaMar 13, 20222 min readIt’s hard to type with this messed up armI don’t know how to explain today. I hate “spring forward” daylight savings steal-an-hour-for-no-d*mned-reason day. I hate waking up,...
czarinamishaJan 30, 20222 min readMy mental calendar, or, If this is my bed then it must be Tuesday. Or Saturday.I woke up in the middle of the night. Well, that’s not new. I wake up often throughout the night. Usually I just shift position and then...
czarinamishaNov 28, 20212 min readToday I reminded myself of the true meaning of Christmas and my hernia grew 3 sizesI was a slug at Halloween. That wasn’t my costume; it was my level of accomplishment. Look at the first sentence. I didn’t even write it...
czarinamishaJul 5, 20211 min readI’m clumsy even in my dreamsYesterday was July 4th ( which I just realized you know because even if you’re not reading this today (my today; whatever day you read it...
czarinamishaJun 7, 20213 min readThings COVID taught meI planned to do this as a week-long post with each day being a new installment. But one special lesson really made itself known to me...