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Well, it’s Friday. I made it through another week. I haven’t vomited this week. I haven’t hidden in the out of order bathroom to cry. (It was never actually out of order; we just put up that sign so we had a second staff bathroom during covid. It’s still covid and cases are climbing again, but it’s also summer reading and that takes precedence over staff health and safety. So I don’t have that haven anymore.)

I’m trying to focus on the positives. That whole “1 is better than 0” concept. So I did all of the dishes and I cleaned to stovetop. Those probably aren’t the highest priority chores, but they’ve been bothering me and I felt motivated to do them. I’m working on Bestie’s birthday present. And I have sketches of a new garb I think I can throw together with minimal sewing for WV renaissance festival at the end of the month.

I’m trying to just enjoy the moment, this day off, not fixate on tomorrow and how I dread going to work. I’m failing, but I keep trying.