It’s Saturday. I made it through another day of work and completed Friday’s errand (including buying a burrito after just as I planned yesterday).
I tried cbd oil gummies for stress. Ad with the first (and subsequent) cbd oil trial, I haven’t felt anything specific. No great easing of tension. No hallucinations or other trippy vibes (thank god). I feel less eeeeeeeee, but probably because I’m wearing a nightgown and chilling on my couch. And I don’t have to interact with humans again until Monday.
I don’t know where it came from, but I had these great words of wisdom in my head:
“Sixteen tons, and what do you get? Another day older and deeper in debt.”
“Sixteen Tons” by Merle Travis
Not exactly a bright ray of hope, but I’m choosing to focus on the “another day older” bit. I have lived one more day and today that feels like a mighty accomplishment.
p.s. I wish I hadn’t been so stressed and tripping on that crack into panic attack the other day. The garage sent an Uber to pick me up when my tire was fixed. I spent about 30 minutes with a loquacious Libertarian disabled vet. He’s pro legalize hemp, pro legalize medicinal mari-j, pro legalize gambling, and would like to see the taxes from these go to state-funded health insurance for all Kentuckians (which seems awfully big gov for a Libertarian so kudos for not just quoting party scripture). He was actually interesting to listen to and I might actually have enjoyed the ride on another day.
I kept thinking, “ohemgee I have to remember this to blog later.” But I knew there was no way I’d remember even a fraction of what he said.
And I don’t recommend getting a nail in your tire that works it way out leaving a nice hole and taking the air with it so you have to take it to the garage and garage sends you home in an Uber and then sends another Uber to bring you back a couple of hours later all just so you maybe get to ride with the loquacious Libertarian disabled vet.
And none of the was specifically an endorsement for Uber. That’s just the ride-share the garage uses.
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